Being married would get you introduced to a thing called
"Pregnancy test"
By introduced I mean touching, holding & using .
BEFORE
When it comes to me, before getting married, I never cared about my period
Comes on time, late.. Who cares?!
I don't even know when its' time is to begin with!!
AFTER
On the other hand, after getting married & studying at the same time
My husband & I agreed on postponing the pregnancy thing till later.
As a result, My period became my number one concern.
Keeping in mind, the disgusting nosy people who can't help but ask me at each & every occasion:
Are you pregnant?
When are you getting pregnant?
When are you getting pregnant?
Why didn't you get pregnant yet?
Do your best!
We're waiting!
What are you waiting for!?
What are you doing to be on the safe side?
WTF people!!!! Non of your damn fucking business!!!!
All of this bullshit creates a lot of stress.
My period became something really important! I wait for it a week ahead
But the pregnancy test became more important. It could give me a 99% trusted news.
Lately I discovered that my period comes late always. I wasn't paying enough attention in the earlier stages of my life!!! ;p
Being late, I used to panic before, but now I have mixed feelings
I don't know how am I gonna be as a mother :)
I keep thinking that at all times within a day women around the world are in the bathroom taking a pregnancy test! :D
All hopes are within one of the four scenarios
Scenario A:
Hope: Not pregnant
Result: + = pregnant
Comment: I don't know what went wrong! we were safe!!
Scenario B:
Hope: pregnant
Result: + = pregnant
Comment: Yuppy, Thanx god!
Hope: pregnant
Result: + = pregnant
Comment: Yuppy, Thanx god!
Scenario C:
Hope: Not pregnant
Result: - = NOT pregnant
Comment: THANX GOD! I can't handle another baby!
Scenario D:
Hope: pregnant
Result: - = NOT pregnant
Comment: I don't know what went wrong! Maybe it wasn't meant to be.
So girls, the next one getting married is gonna recieve a box full of "pregnancy tests"
That's from me! ;p
You'll need them ;p
a whisper
Sometimes I don't wanna do the test cause I don't wanna know the unknown.
Sometimes I wish for a baby girl, looking a little like her daddy & a lot like me ;D
Clinging to my hand with her tiny tiny hands & pressing so weakly to tell me how much she needs me..
Oh, I want to dress her in those tiny pink clothes with a hand size legging.. and hug her & kiss her untill she cries ;D
But sometimes, I get afraid of not being a great mother for such a great baby..
It's a great responsibility & I wanna be totally ready for it.
It's all in god's hands o ele allah yaktibah feh el5ar :)
6 comments:
hi, i came across ur blog today and it looks great! .. ill definitely come back :)
Wallah Allah ye3enich. I believe you'll be a good mother, come on you have had great lessons to learn from ;) Also, I want to be their second favorite person or is third after Naser. Imagine a little fa6fooo6, hehehehe, I just got a flash back you standing with your new haircut, remember ;D
As you said it's all in GOD's hand and you make the best of it ;*
ony: thnx for passing by, o 7ayaj anytime
Maryam: I hope you'll go through this too.. at least I'll have a companion along the path..
You'll be a favorite person, don't worry .. you are great ;*
When I first read the topic I was giggling bcuz my sister in law is facing the exact same thing ;p
But when I reached to the "whisper" I had a smile on my face,, I'm sure you'd be a great mother, Allah yarzigech il thireya il 9al7a inshaAllah.. ;)
madrii: thanx for passing, as I said I think all married women are friends with the pregnancy test, hehehe.. wallah it's a good business.. 7asafa I didn't discover it first chan me now millionarah B-)
Enshallah yarziq eljamee3 ya rab, bs elmetzawjeen, ele mo metzawjeen NO 3eeeeeb ;p
looool...
that was funny...
aint it...and i can understand what you mean specially the part about these noisy ppl ..:p
anyways...tara I asked u ur email for the tips u asked for..u didnt answer my comment...
tc
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